Many of us, myself included, come from a dysfunctional family which adds a lot of weight to the challenges of caregiving. I have read stores on various threads on other topics and decided it would be good to have a thread just for this topic for people to share, vent and discuss.
The idea for this thread originated on the thread named "The Caregiver....How are YOU doing today?"
I'm happy to hear that you are making the adjustment to you new job assignment.
These things take a bit of time. Good that your supervisor realizes the value of a worker who is consistent also. You'll do well there, and I'm sure you're a positive contribution to the team! Margeaux
How are you doing? It sounds like you have had some stressful and frustrating days dealing with the NH, not to mention this doctor who had you and your mother waiting. My sister told me last year that when things were becoming very difficult for my aunt, health wise, (she too suffered from cardiac problems). But given many other ailments, and trouble walking, my sister thought it ridiculous her doctor's still having nurses call to try and set up appts. for a mammogram for her. Her doctor's were calling way too much, she had appointments constantly. If you're saying that the doctor at the nursing home is in touch w/what is going on w/her heart and you're comfortable with it, that should be sufficient.
I really think at times this is where family have to weigh in, on what is actually necessary, vs. making oneself and the patient totally stressed out. Take care, Love & Light! Margeaux
nj2bfree~Keep doing what you are doing for your MIL. You seem to have her best interest at heart where her daughter is after the inheritance. It seems there is always one or two family members who cause trouble because of their self centered desires. Welcome to our group and we look forward to hearing more from you. With you medical background you will be a great asset to the group!!
At one point my MIL required readmission to hospital for a GI bleed subsequent to anticoagulation treatment post-op hip repair. Her daughter said we were torturing her and let her go home and let nature take its course. Then she said she just wanted to make sure there would be money left. The newest adventure was to arrive @ my MIL home to find my sister in law had removed our photographs from the frames we purchased and put her own in. Taking care of an Alzheimer's relative is hard enough without all the extra stress of a wacky sister in law. My husband and I continue to do what is right admidst a very difficult situation.
I have to do the same thing!! Take my Dad from the NH, put him in a wheelchair, get him in and out of my car, into the office etc....and to the cardiologist. It is difficult to say the least given my tiny frame!!! Then they say, "Oh, he's fine!" Great.....good to know. Have a good weekend everyone.
Yesterday, my mum's nursing home totally failed to have her ready for her cardiology appointment and I was so glad that I got there early. They had her appointment down on the calendar for days, but forgot it. Man did I fuss them out. We were able to get her to the doctor on time. We had to wait basically an hour to see the cardiologist who asked several questions, listened to her heart and breathing and said see you in a year. I told him that being placed in a wheel chair and waiting so long was such an ordeal for my mother that I questioned if coming back in a year was needed when she does have a primary physician at the nursing home. He had no problem with that since it has been two years since her heart attack without any further problems. I think it is insane to make someone from a nursing home in a wheel chair have to wait 1 past their appointment time to see the doctor. I'm going back to bed.
I'm catching up, also I hadn't been at all on computer if you can believe for about 4 days. Well, first of all I want to tell you that I just love your new picture, you look very pretty.
I was reading about what you said re: "we all having coping skills."
A big YES, to that, my dear, we do have them. I invite you again, and everyone, to remember the detachment, and exercising the emotional muscles. Lets think of Popeye! HAAH! Oh, I've had to exercise mine plenty! The thing is one has to keep reminding oneself to do this, because if we don't we can get out of emotional shape! Love & Hugs! Margeaux
I'm not completely awake yet.
My second paragraph should have ended after word "pronounced." Sorry about that, going for another cup of Joe, Margeaux
Oh! I hadn't read your latest post about your dad's health.
I was responding a few pages ago.
I remember when my dad was very ill, with cancer, things were very intense, and unfortunately as many of us have or are experiencing is when old behaviors seem to come up again, or get more pronounced.to go outside to talk.
Well, it is good that you have some supportive people in your life. It sounds as if you are doing way more than other people in your family do at a very organic level.
Many of us here know this story all too well. There's either one in the family that is possibly looked upon as the go to person, or others know we can be counted upon for help. But this by no means should be permission to be disrespected. We've got your back. Sometimes, there's no being nice to some people, too! Hugs!! Lots of love, Margeaux
I'm glad that proud peasant made you smile! If I can make anyone smile-laugh, it makes my day. What you wrote about the way your mother reacts to finding out that your father has made a request of you is quite interesting. Specifically as to how you have described her, as going into a rage, well that is quite the acting out kind of behavior isn't it? My mom, well at least in the old days, because as I said before ALZ, I'm sure the meds have made her very mellow. But when mother still had that strong will showing did it in a very passive aggressive manner. This would absolutely drive me nuts! My dad also, while he was such a great guy, he unfortunately didn't have some good boundaries set up. So in many situations our mother ran the show. Do you think, Advocate that possibly your mother may have had/has some jealousy issues with you regarding your dad? My sister and me definitely have discovered especially as we became older that this was so w/our mother. Mother had this very sneaky behavior.
Well, it is good for you, that you have managed with the help of therapy to figure this out. It's amazing what work on ourselves we constantly must be mindful to do, each in our own ways so that we can be emotionally d! etached from these types of people around us. Proud Peasant. Love & Light! Margeaux
From the sounds of it, you are on your own, doing your best to move on with your education and keep tabs on your dad who is in a nursing home. What are the family complaints? Are you not advocating for the best care for your dad? Are they frustrated that you can't give them daily updates since you have other responsibilities as they also have.
Is there some reason why your father can not be moved to a facility closer to your mom, where she could personally see him more often.
My heart goes out to you. You are clearly doing your best. If you have a moment to respond to my questions, I think we would all welcome your comments and information.
Sending you lots of love and hugs, Cattails.
I'm glad you have a supportive counselor you can count on, and also the support of your husband. And I'm glad you're able to get out and have a nice time with your friend, and that your boss is supportive.Those are tremendous blessings in the midst of a situation like this.
I'm caring full time for my mother, living in her home, and trying my best to keep her safe and well, and she treats me with disdain and contempt. There's no pain like the rejection one receives from family members, especially one's own mother. I do hope your mother and siblings will come around before it's too late.
I truly wish you all the best.
You are very fortunate indeed. And something tells me that everything is going to work out fine for you.
While it would be ideal to keep open lines of communication with your family, if you can, I realize that is not always possible. But at least you have tried.
sharyn - so glad the last couple of days were better. You are a very conscientious employee. I hope they appreciate you! Some adjusting is usually needed in a new situation.
hope everyone is having a decent summer, and doing things that are good for them, as well as caregiving
austin - nice observation -
sharyn - wondering how work went today - let us know
(((((hugs))))) to all