I like to thank everybody for your support prayers and hugs . My mom has been dead now a week in a half. We had a beautiful funeral in church very small just family and one other person. My family went back home I am alone now. Still living with guilt. I am going to a grief counselor. Hopefully this will help. I miss her a lot.
It will take time.
Hugs
And please accept my belated condolences on your loss.
I'm so sorry for your pain and sorrow. Be kind and gentle with yourself. It is a terrible shock to lose a parent no matter how old we are. It's hard. Please know we are with you. Thinking of you. Sending you hugs.